Jag har tittat på Girls.
I had a girl and she was artistic and sad and needy. And I knew it straight away that she'd leave eventually cause she'd grow and I'd get bored and wouldn't fuck her right and she would fall in love with some guy with imagination and fucking free-spirit. But I KNEW. I KNEW, straight away, day one - it would happen. But I didn't quit it because I loved her, I still love her, she was honest and loved me and I just waited for it to happen. And that's what kills me about myself. I knew, but did nothing. Just as I knew that if I don't look people in their eyes, eventually and inevitably no one would get in.
I knew, but did nothing. And that's the monkey on my back.
I knew, but did nothing. And that's the monkey on my back.